31 Dec Let’s See What The New Year Brings

I’m having a hard time writing right now.

I wish I didn’t have a time limit, but I can’t really write about awaiting the new year tomorrow.

I just can’t quite get it out.

I know I hated this past year. 2009 sucked ass.

I mean sure, it brought on this awesome campaign and I couldn’t be happier with it- but sadly, the bad things that have happened outweigh the good.

2009 brought about the worst experiences of my life.

It opened my eyes to see the world as it really is. I saw people for who they really were, I was betrayed, I was lied to, I was put on an emotional rollercoaster of love. I was being stretched beyond my capabilities in school and in life, and I lost someone one of the most important people in my life- my dad.

In order to not sound like a horrible pessimist- I will admit that this past decade was pretty cool. I grew from a young immature little girl to who I am today. I am now more responsible, more aware of the world, and this past decade really made me who I am today.

Not only that but, holy crap, the advancement in technology couldn’t be greater! [yeah I’m a big nerd when it comes to this stuff but I just think it’s awesome]. I mean we’ve got facebook and twitter, and the wii, and smartphones, and Bluetooth, and all this cool stuff that would not have made any sense 10 years ago. I just cant help but wonder what we’re going to be graced with in the next decade.

Anyways, my mind is still kind of clouded.. and I doubt I’m making any sense.. but I’m just excited for the new year. I’m excited for change. I’m excited to start fresh. I’m just excited to see where I’m going to be in the next 10 years.

Good riddance 2009.